There are days in my life when I feel that I should have apologized yesterday, that I should have hugged a few hours ago and that the people that I love I have taken for granted for, one day too long.
It is during those small days with my head down to the ground and my heart so heavy that I realize how much on earth I live. It’s funny how we never realize that the beauty we seek is the beauty we hold so close but value at a distance. If I stood and said that I have not cried before I would have lied. But I have only cried when I thought I was loosing the people that I love or that they had got enough of me that I ceased to matter to them.
All I am trying to say is that, the life I live is a life that has been corrected by God many times. Times that I stand to value all the days of my life. What would I do if I did not need the people that I have stood to see myself loose.
That is as much as I can say. I thank my God for all the friends; whose words, rejection and love has helped me realized just how much I need them. I wonder why I never learn completely.
So why don’t we take the hands stretched out to us and hold them tightly as if to let them know we need them. I read from a book once that he that is in love is not afraid of being ashamed. And I believe some times in the bid to show the love we feel for those dear ones we shame ourselves, only that it only seems so to those watching and not to us. The greatest Love of all hung naked on a tree just to show us the way into love and loving. The least that we can do is to emulate Him.
And when it hurts again, you should know that you are being late again. That that is the right time to apologize and hug again. Is it hard? Yes it is but it is also worth it. Love my friends is a person and not just what we do. That person is who leads us in the ways of love. Do you ever feel Him lead you? I bet we all do once in a while. Just heed to His leading and hug them, apologize to them and walk with them.
Have a lovely love time, I am just learning to walk with Him.
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