Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Insensitive

When we make a mistake for the love of men or a cause, the mistake remains a mistake and love remains love. The question however is if the motive that led to the mistake remains valid and holding, if because we intended to do something for some reason and ended up making mistakes, we would want to do that again. Great plans, am told do most often fail or succeed because of execution. We have many times questioned the love in a correction, the purity in the best of intentions and why when we go out to achieve our goals, we often hurt people. We have craved for a moment when we could act as we pleased and when we could have our way without any hindrance. There is room for that spot in time and space, but not entirely. We are plagued as we are blessed by our humanness because while we crave for moments of personal dominance, moments when everything obeys and bows to us, we cannot really get there, its as if we are doomed by the need to work with others or through others.

The Error In Correction:

We have learnt that when error befalls us the world rises up to the occasion and corrects us, the world or nature and that the intention of any correction is to restore order. We have also often asked what restoration of order is and if it really matters to anyone what we want, whether it really matters how we shall eventually be affected by the correction process as long as we get to that desired order. We have also questioned the jurisdiction of order, how deep and wide and high and long it really is because in some orderly situations we have seen the most rapturous disorder emerge.

We have searched a bit deeper and found that order is in the minds of people, that when it is esteemed higher than the people whom it is intended for it seizes to be order but manipulation. We know that we all need order if we are going to achieve success to the measures that we want it. But we need to establish the order of the inside before we can get to the order of the outside. A man that has learnt to control his Spirit has managed to govern all.

Love Vs Mistakes

Love is never wrong because love is the highest level of honesty and purity we can get to. Love is without corruption and always is careful to do good. We have encountered deaths at the altar of love and have held many that drowned in that see. Some died for the love they held, and others died for the love that held them, a small group died for both. No mater the direction, love leads us in such great paths that we stand far above error and wrong. We may suffer pain and torture, we may bleed and break bones, but in love all is justified and okay.

In The Silence:

When we take a moment to consider what has befallen us, when we silently consider where we stand we shall realise that in wrong, we were given a moment to learn and to get better. That while we were labelled mistaken, we stood as lessons perhaps to those in the distant future who would later get to know of us. True the process of being corrected is one that throws us off balance, or at least shows us that we are way out of balance. To accept that requires a special control of our inside and while, we may be strong at all times, we are bound to look week in the presence of our correctors. Wisdom is not a state of mind but the quality of heart, wisdom is always present with us, when we heed to it.

My Apology:

While the corrector, the accuser and the teacher are all insensitive they are not to be blamed. People take different purposes in our lives depending on how we respond to them. There people that deny us the privilege to enjoy our rights because they are enjoying theirs; they claim that it is required and important to them. In short, we can see a bit of evil in all of us, and we can see lots of blessings in all of us. We have been extended the opportunity to get better, in the mistakes of love, the correction to order and all can be seen in the silence for both the giver and receiver. And on behalf of all of us, I am sorry because in the purity of our intentions, we have erred against our own nature and have wronged all.

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